Thank you very much...


Just had the sad news a young colleague passed out this weekend. She fought cancer for three years, and she had a lot of energy. She was half my age. I knew she wouldn't make it, it went from her breast to her brain, it was just a matter of time.
I won't ask for an afternoon off for her burial. I hate cold marble plates with cheesy words on them, from your colleagues with love, we'll miss you.
I don't know if I'm sad. I saw her going down from someone full of peps to a walking skeleton in a whig, hardly walking, but still keeping a smile on her face, I'll make it. No, she didn't.
Life sucks sometimes. Reminded me of my father who took three years to die. Last time I saw him I said "See you tomorrow", and he said "no, tomorrow I'll be dead". But I thought I didn't hear right. when I believed in god, I never knew anyone who died. I sometimes wondered if I would feel comfort if I did now, but I don't think so. Losing someone is a hole that will always stay empty in your mind, excepy for the memories of the good times you had. It kills you too in a way. How can people so selfish as to die?... :confused:
I'm saying this because you don't know me and I don't know you, because I'm sad and confused. I've been to too many burials now.
Oh boy, I think I snapped, there are things that I can't get off my mind. The sun will rise tomorrow.
Maybe music is a way to recycle pain.
 
My wife's father left us recently. He was a brilliant person whom I revere. He was a true being. I miss him greatly. I miss him so much. Not enough words for here or anywhere.
Sound is, and you're speaking to me. Much love to you and yours..
 
The singer says "celebrate" a whole bunch....rather unconvincingly and heavy on the melancholy!! ;):D:D:D:D:D:D
 
Yeah, that's not a pop band... The lyrics are somehow too dark, but I like the sound and mood sometimes.
 
Culture appropriation.
Embarrassing.
Funny, white people get heat for having cornrows, but nobody cares about fools like these prancing around like only stiff crackers can!!!!
No offence, but real musicians get nowhere, while clowns like these stack paper.



Edit: ;):D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
 
Culture appropriation.
Embarrassing.

I do understand that part of your message. actually, when I get sober again (it happens, it happens!) I sometimes wonder why I took for myself what some of the people I know, or I met, as a "part of myself".

Because all the people I oved are now "part of myself", even if when I say something, it must be awkward compared to what they might say. I don't know. I mean, I pretend to know, but I mostly feel.

As if I was dead and all my memories came back to me in terms of music, from the Turtles to Edith Piaf, Tango and Klezmer music, Thelonious Monk and rap...

Maybe I shouldn't have tried LSD 40 years ago, and never again.

Now that I'm on the other side of the slope, but I don't regret it, and I wonder...


Oh, yeah, we were far-out liberals at that time !

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Motown...in the 70's?!?! Nope, these three siblings wanted to rock. And they did a damn fine job!!!!

 
I'm teasing, culture appropriation? Nonsense!!! Wingnut liberals, start tearing down walls, not keep building them!!!
Just self-loathing white guilt. Start worrying about the lazy ass nephew making babies but no paycheck.





Look at this character!
 
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