Correct me if I’m wrong, but if God does not exist, then life is absurd and philosophy becomes rather pointless. I was exposed to philosophy as a new Christian through apologetics. Which utilizes a lot of philosophy and science in an effort to defend the existence of God, or the Church (I’m Catholic).
For example, I learned that without a metaphysical mind as the ground and foundation for meaning, purpose and morality, none of it can be objective. Basically, those three things are ideals or thoughts that we can observe to exist only in our human minds. So it would only logically follow that another mind, that is, God, would be necessary for those things to exist outside of our minds. Which is necessary if we want to move beyond opinion and into truth.
Opinions concerning meaning, purpose and morality are true or false, and not opinions in the sense of preference (chocolate versus vanilla). And if God does not exist, they’re all false, and become nothing but preferences. But when you push this to its extreme, it all becomes absurd. You might say that to live is to love and laugh, but the gang banger might say life is all about hustling and pimping and making money. The former opinion isn’t in any way, shape or form right or more valid than the other, just different preferences. It becomes even more absurd when considering morality, like whether or not murdering your wife for cooking your food wrong is immoral. You can say it is, but that’s just, like, your opinion.
So unless you want to be irrational or live a life of absurdity, you need to take that leap of faith that God exists. But here’s the main problem once you take that leap of faith: How do you know anything about God unless he reveals himself to you? Either you accept that one of the scriptures are true, or you live a life of pure speculation. And in my eyes, if you take the former route sincerely and with a spirit of truth, you’ll become a Christian. And after digging into the different denominations, considering it all, you’ll become a Catholic.
Just my take on it all.